Battled another sickness spree

And I honestly don't know if I've won yet. I'm trying. But you know, it gets tiring. You look to your side table full of different medicines, and wonder if it truly is living when your body is sustainable only with them. 😔
There are people who have it worse though, and I'm still breathing and walking, eating at the very least. I have a bed to sleep on.
And at least it didn't happen when I had so many freelance work like last fall and had to finish them because of the deadline. 😭"