Tech question

Sunday, 2 November 2025 10:07 pm
temris: (seagull)
Any of you thrifters out there, help needed.

I have used about three PCs in my life and all of them were desktop PCs. I have managed to save up a little sum of money and I plan on buying a secondheld laptop for mainly office use.

I know almost nothing to the hardware side of laptops and what to ask for when buying used laptops. So I'd appreciate if anyone has any tips!

Also, a question: When I had a PC without an external graphics card, Steam wouldn't launch some of the games even though the specs I had back then exceeded the minimums of those games. Because when I tried to launch outside of Steam, they would work!! So I wanted to ask if that would be a problem if I get one with an integrated graphics card.

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Sunday, 24 August 2025 07:12 pm
temris: (madness)
Not a lot to say... Just need Antony/Octavian/Agrippa story somewhere. Please.

White man why....

Thursday, 7 August 2025 06:16 pm
temris: (agony)
Thomas, out of every single league he could play, decided to move to MLS and signed with Vancouver Whitecaps (never even heard of them before). Okay, I admit, I still had a little hope that maybe he'd decide to come sign to a Süper Lig team -- I mean, he'd still have the chance to play in the European championships! But MLS??? Really?

I want to give him the benefit of the doubt, and say that he still viewed our league as more challenging than MLS (and that would be true). I remember that Reus also moved to MLS, and considering Messi and co. also signed with Inter Miami, it's apparent that self-respecting footballers who don't want to go for the oil money decide to move to US instead.


 
It's so strange to see him in another team's jersey, but at least they gave him #13.

I wish him the best, of course. But it will always be an unfullfilled wish in my heart to see him play live. 😞

temris: (blehhh)
I've been writing this for nearly a month... I'm finally free of its mental shackles. It was really fun to imagine these two bending the knee against their sexual chemistry lmao.

Pressed Truths (6151 words) by Melchizedek
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Original Work
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Characters: Brother Adam - Character, Brother Tobias
Additional Tags: Medieval, Monastery, Christianity, Frotting, Masturbation, Monks, Enemies, (More like people who can't stand each other), Religious Guilt
Summary:

A total coincidence draws Brother Tobias to discover an illustration of devious nature made by Brother Adam. He knows he should confront him, or let the Abbot know of this, but he can't do either of those; for he is captivated by it. The illustration helps him delve deep onto his unexplored desires, but then, when he least expects it, Brother Adam finds him in his weak moment.


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Friday, 11 July 2025 10:17 pm
temris: (seagull)
Just posted the final chapter. Now the Chreon WW1 AU has reached its conclusion!

Our Country Exists Wherever You and I Stand (25472 words) by Zambak
Chapters: 11/11
Fandom: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Leon S. Kennedy/Chris Redfield, Leon S. Kennedy & Chris Redfield
Characters: Leon S. Kennedy, Chris Redfield (Resident Evil)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - World War I, Slow Burn, Canon-Typical Violence, Historical Inaccuracy, Hurt/Comfort, Leon S. Kennedy Whump, with art
Summary: France, 1918—A French soldier wakes up to a nightmarish morning: Every person he's known in the trenches are dead, or turned into something inhuman. What is this sinister plague, what caused it? And more importantly, who's this strange American who also managed to survive this outbreak?
temris: (troll)
I remember after One Direction really hit it off around 2013 (I mean, What Makes You Beautiful was also quite successful, but I think Take Me Home really underlined how big they'd become) a lot of boybands emerged to the scene. Many, if not all, didn't stand the test of time -- to be honest, many say it was because they couldn't compete against 1D; however, in my opinion it was because these bands didn't really have their own "sound" if that makes sense. They all sounded the same pop rock.

I wasn't really around for the girl groups rule around early 2000s and 90s, but about three years ago I discovered Danity Kane; I only listen to some songs from the Welcome to the Dollhouse album, but their voices are just how I like them the most. Strip Tease has been a fixed song in my "Most Listened" lists ever since I first listened to it. I also got into Girls Aloud about the same time, and to this day I keep discovering new great songs by them (Untouchable is a great single, that I've been listening since last week), and in general, their live performances were grand -- although I must say, some of their early performances their live vocals haven't been upto par with DK in my opinion.

I don't really follow groups/bands personally (like, being active in the fandom if it exists) but only keep up with the music. But still, it's been really fun to see how there have been an emergence of girl groups in the "traditional" sense. I've been following FLO for some time now, and was quite happy when their LP was finally released -- it was so good! This week I've only been listening to Say Now, and I hope they get their big debut into the scene as well. They seem to be experimenting with different sounds so far: soft ballads, club electronic, R&B and whatnot. I wish for at least an LP for them as well.

While I'm not too into them, XG has been doing quite good, and I don't really enjoy Katseye but they're really making a name in the US I think.

And just today I saw that Sugababes released Jungle after their reunion (I'm late I know), and last year (?) Girls Aloud also had a reunion tour. Now all I need is a Danity Kane reunion, but it will probably never happen because of one particular man.
temris: (thomas doll)
It's not news that to the mainstream eye, fanfiction is usually thought to be either just porn, or Mary Sue self-inserts -- which is of course "so cringe". And therefore, whatever is written there is automatically bad. The other day, someone retweeted a TikTok user's post, mocking fanfiction readers for thinking that there can be very good written sentences in fanfiction, and quotes were filled with people pointing to the "worst examples" in the replies of OP's TikTok.

This has been a long discourse that I think has gone through enough talking points, so it's tiring to see it resurface almost every few months. What I've seen, though, it's people who do not create hold this belief that published (non-indie) work is the only kind of work that has any sort of literary value; and this automatically makes fanfiction, in their eyes, lesser. I feel like this is part of a result where every piece of media they consume is curated by either following through classics only -- not particularly bad in itself -- or just picking whatever is trending; and instead of trying to understand why they're considered a classic or a good piece of work, they equate being put on a higher regard to it being popular. (I guess this is a problem that we can see in other fields as well?)

Majority of the people in the fandom spaces were supportive, of course. We have to remember that this is just a fan space and none of the authors of these transformative works are trying to write the next classic, so there's an expectancy of mediocrity. And when the writing is above such level, it piques interest.

I also think this kind of outlook, the looking down of "fanfiction prose" is a part of the way people view some sort of art space I feel as quite pretentious. It just never bodes well with me --- that kind of huge paragraphs with long descriptive sentences, filled with the thesaurus equals of usual adjectives just for the sake of sounding literary (don't know if that's the right word exactly in English); rather than trying to make a good story. (It was one of the reasons why I couldn't read Pandora by Anne Rice when I picked it up this year, but shh.) This is something that repulses me especially in Turkish literature where every writer who does that is immediately seen as the next big thing. (Don't even get me started on the book titles...)

I feel like the mocking was halfly done as a reaction to this pretentiousness, which I can see their POV too partially. But in contrast to published space, nearly every fanfiction is written for the sake of the author themselves anyway, so there has never been the need to please anyone with their high-spoken language. What irritates me (and most of the QRTs I've seen) is when these people think lines in the same wavelength are actually good when they're by traditionally done authors.

Maybe it's something that's been said a million times, but even a self-insert story can be a classic to their eyes when the critiques say so --- say for example, MC gets to isekai-d, along with their favorite man from Antiquity and travel together... It's only a literary masterpiece if the MC self-insert is Dante, because why?

There's a reason why this example has been given many times, because most people don't even view it as fanfiction... Then where exactly do we draw the line?

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Wednesday, 4 June 2025 12:15 am
temris: (medieval little guy)
Finally, I'm done with finals!
I've had too much things to do, but now that I actually have time, I suddenly have no motivation to do anything again.

I started The Hunger Games after having read it about +10 years ago... It's honestly better than I remember -- Collins have literally put nothing that is unnecessary, or filler. Everything is there for a reason and I love it. It's a real page turner.

ONE THING I'M OBSESSED WITH... I've finished watching Cadfael. I'm sad, because it was exactly what I was looking for: 12th century England Benedictine monks! (I've mentioned before that I'm planning out a story around the same era and one of my characters is a Benedictine monk himself.) I just love it so much honestly.

The characters are also one of the things that got me so much into it. Cadfael is so lovable, he's honest about his feelings and even though he usually criticizes those who use religion for their own greed, he remains a loyal believer. BUT I LOVED BROTHER OSWIN SOOO MUCH. He's sooo cute and such a wholesome little (!) guy. AND not to mention, the mean girls Jerome and Robert are so funny -- especially Jerome. Julian Firth has acted so wonderfully, he sells the character just right.

I grabbed the copy of "A Morbid Taste for Bones" my uni had in its library, and it was sooo well written! Unfortunately, only about three of the books are translated but neither of the other two were available in the library. I would have read them in English just fine, but it becomes so expensive to buy+ship them to Türkiye. I had bought "One Corpse Too Many" for such a good price and it arrived today. Can't wait to read it!

NOW TO THE MOST IMPORTANT NEWS! GALATASARAY HAS BECOME CHAMPIONS OF SÜPER LİG AGAIN and we finally have 5 stars on our badge! Unfortunately, we also said goodbye to Muslera. He's been part of the team for so long that it feels so weird to imagine the club without him... Now I hope the transfers this summer will be good (I don't think it will happen...) so that we can actually do some good things in Champions League this year.

Lots of things happened

Saturday, 10 May 2025 11:51 am
temris: (seagull)
Another life update!

Projects I'm actively working on )

Life stuff ) Football talk!! )

Enclosure

Sunday, 20 April 2025 01:29 pm
temris: (deep thoughts)
I knew the day where Thomas will say goodbye to football was approaching, but the more closer we get to that point, it gets harder to accept the truth.


I've never been good at parting ways, this is something I repeat a lot. Thomas has been a player who ever since I watched football, has just always been there. It was even saddening to see his appearances become mere minutes the last few seasons at Bayern. I also talked about my thoughts on his contract renewals at that club.

I've also never called myself a Bayern fan, I usually do not like teams that "dominate" their leagues. I know it's kind of a deadbeat saying now, "Serie A is the best because the championship is actually a race", but it's true. Last year, with Tuchel it seemed like a new domination of Leverkusen was coming; however, with nearly 10 points of difference with the occupiers of the 1st spot in the standings (as of 20 April), I think that wind has passed away some time ago.
For that reason, Thomas has not been shown the same amount of respect a player has for "his" club, they give to other players like Reus for Dortmund -- who stayed even if they passed their rather successful era with Klopp. But I think, it's why Thomas has been ever more special, because no matter how much the whole squad changed from the time he started, Thomas has been integral.

People often undermine Thomas because he’s always been surrounded by a “good” squad of available top players in the world, so his importance is always undermined. But he always shows his difference when he’s subbed in, and you always realize his vacancy when they don’t start him.

There’s a reason he’s always been around for 15~ years for Bayern, when many players came and left.

This is what I said in my Tumblr blog last year, and I still stand by it.

There is no competing with how fiery his passion is for the game, for the club that even with that side of his, Thomas shows us that he's from the by-gone era of football. I'm mostly romanticizing it, but it's been said many times that at the peak of his career, Premiere Leauge clubs sought for him and he stayed at Bayern.

That also warrants another topic to talk about that is his private life.

Rambling )

It's not all sadness though. Even with his final appearance with Bayern in the CL, he's now sharing the record of most appearances in CL with Messi out of all people, in 3rd spot.

The legend you are, Thomas Müller. I will remember you well.

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