temris: (kiryu haruka)
I signed up for the Fannish 50 by [community profile] goals_on_dw community. I've always wanted to participate in these kind of "events" because I think I could do with sharing more about my interests--it's the reason I signed up for DW in the first place, but my shyness knows no bounds. Even in online spaces I feel like I'm an intruder. But no more! I'll use this journal as intended.

I think I'll mostly ramble about different fandoms, and share my fanfictions or recs along the way. Hoping it'll be a fruitful year! ^^

Ao3 Fic Meme ✨

Friday, 28 November 2025 11:13 am
temris: (kiryu haruka)
Grabbed this from [personal profile] tinkaton, and I love looking at things like these, so let's see!

Go to your Works page on AO3, look at the tags, and see what the answers to these questions are. (Or any other site that has tags)
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Tech question

Sunday, 2 November 2025 10:07 pm
temris: (seagull)
Any of you thrifters out there, help needed.

I have used about three PCs in my life and all of them were desktop PCs. I have managed to save up a little sum of money and I plan on buying a secondheld laptop for mainly office use.

I know almost nothing to the hardware side of laptops and what to ask for when buying used laptops. So I'd appreciate if anyone has any tips!

Also, a question: When I had a PC without an external graphics card, Steam wouldn't launch some of the games even though the specs I had back then exceeded the minimums of those games. Because when I tried to launch outside of Steam, they would work!! So I wanted to ask if that would be a problem if I get one with an integrated graphics card.
temris: (blehhh)
Trust me, I will try to update here regarding my life soon. I also read Fahrenheit 451 very recently and it gave me lots of thoughts about the current events, especially with the unfortunate rise of AI. I would love to put my two cents about it, but I'm really busy, and my midterms are closing in.

But somehow, I managed to write a fic I've been thinking about regarding Mark Antony and Octavian. I took time from sleeping, studying to publish this, but it's finally here! I also did some art for it, so I'll also add it for those who want to only look at the art.

Surrender (8573 words) by Zambak
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Ancient History RPF, Real Person Fiction, Classical Greece and Rome History & Literature RPF, Historical RPF
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Marcus Antonius | Mark Antony/Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus | Emperor Augustus
Characters: Marcus Antonius | Mark Antony, Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus | Emperor Augustus
Additional Tags: Agrippa and Lepidus have minor lines, Dubious Consent, Hate Sex, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Rough Oral Sex, Irrumatio, Face-Fucking, Hand Jobs, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Deepthroating, reverse cowboy, Kneeling, NSFW Art
Summary:

Gaius Octavius meets with Marcus Antonius to form an alliance, but Antonius wants a certain favor to accept his offer.
He'd have to give himself as a bargaining chip.



NSFW art )
temris: (kiryu haruka)
My relationship with Assassin's Creed is a little different.

When I was quite younger, and back when we shared just one computer as a family, my brother was the only one of my siblings that could afford to buy any videogames. One of those games were the Assassin's Creed games. I, on the other hand, remember seeing the series' ads a lot on the internet, and as someone with a life-long interest in history, I've thought it was the coolest thing ever. Not to mention, back then, open-world games were so interesting to me because it was something I've never played before, so obviously, watching him play the first game, jumping around and doing acrobatics, I always wanted to play it AT LEAST ONCE.

So so many years later, I had bought it on Steam, and before I could find time to try it out, this time it was my sister who played it -- telling me she loved it. I remember being preoccupied with some stuff then, and when it was over, I finally played it too.

And it was an absolute disappointment.

I remember thinking, "This is what I died to play?"

The "open-world" was not even that open, and the whole "complete side missions to unlock main story" was SO BAD because all the missions were the same! Not to mention the bonkers fight system...

So after that whole debacle, I gave up on the game for good -- much to my sister's dismay, because she LOVES the Ezio trilogy -- and I wanted to see İstanbul too, but I just can't get myself to play through that horrible game design ever again.

Now, flashback-back to 2024 and 2025 -- I and a moot talk about games involving Ancient Rome, moreso the Octavian era because it's my obsession after I got smitten with Augustus from Civ7. I told them about the game I was playing -- Shadow of Rome, I still haven't finished it -- and we complain about the lack of actual RPG games about Ancient Rome.



In this game, Octavian(us) has a long, Final Fantasy-like anime twink haircut. But you can actually change it into a more period-accurate hair, and he looks so cute with it! And I really like the way they did his face! Look at that nose!
 
 
INTERLUDE: SHADOW OF ROME.
I started playing this random ass Capcom game I've never heard of before, just because I saw Octavian is one of the protags. And at first I thought he'd just be a story character but he's actually playable, and to top it off, it's stealth! It is kind of ridiculous now I think about it, but his sections were the fun parts... The constant change between his parts (the actual story happens in his side) and the boring, repeating slashing parts of Agrippa (who's for some reason made into a gladiator of all things) made me take a break off this game.


 
Seriously though, why are they always 4X games?

Anyway, then they (the mutual) tell me about Origins. I am surprised, I thought it took place in Ancient Greece. Turns out that one was called Odyssey and I just combined them together in my mind. "You can fight Romans" and I'm sold like that.

I was still a bit busy then so it took me a lot of time to play the game. And at first, I didn't like it -- I thought the stealth was so butchered just for the new mechanics. The use of Senu, gear and leveling thingies, currency... I was like "What are all these?!"

I took a break, but then I returned. And I returned for good.

I did my best and actually finished the whole game with the DLCs before the 2nd week of the semester.
 
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Wednesday, 1 October 2025 09:30 pm
temris: (cato)
Üniversitenin 2. senesine başlamış bulunmaktayım. Yolun yarısının yarısındayız diyebilirim :P

Hala her gün o sınıflarda otururken oraya ait değilmişim hissini üzerinden atmam için fazlaca uğraş veriyorum. Ama yapacağım. Artık geri dönmek yok.

Bunun dışında, okul yeniden başlayana kadar yazın başladığım Assassin's Creed: Origins'i bitirmeye çalışmıştım, ve iki DLCsi ile birlikte tamamladım. Biraz boş zamanım olursa hakkındaki düşüncelerimi bu blogda da paylaşmayı istiyorum.

Benedictine keşişli aşk hikayeme de facto bir ara vermek zorunda kaldım. Ona da bir ara döneceğim. Yazın sonlarına doğru hikayenin gidişatı ile ilgili büyük bir sıkıntı yaşamıştım ama şimdi hallettim gibi. Özellikle Türkçe yazmış olmam da ayrı birkaç sıkıntıyı beraberinde getiriyor, çünkü çoğu monastic terimin karşılığını bulamıyorum; buluyorsam da genelde başka bir anlamda daha kullanıldığını görüyorum. Aynı zamanda yayınlayabileceğim bir platform olduğunu da zannetmiyorum ama bir şeyler yapmaya çalışacağız. "Zaten daha o aşamaya gelene kadar ohoooo" diyerek kendimi geçiştiriyorum şu sıralar.

Bir de mevsim değişikliğinin en çok hasarını gördüğümüz aylardayız. Özellikle şu haftada öyle bir değişik ilerliyor ki. Bir gün güneş ve rüzgarsız, sonraki gün tüm gün yağmur. Bakalım.

Dün Liverpool ile Galatasaray maçı yapıldı ve biz yendik. Yeterince mutlu olamadım doğrusu... 28 Ocak Man City var...

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Sunday, 24 August 2025 07:12 pm
temris: (madness)
Not a lot to say... Just need Antony/Octavian/Agrippa story somewhere. Please.

White man why....

Thursday, 7 August 2025 06:16 pm
temris: (agony)
Thomas, out of every single league he could play, decided to move to MLS and signed with Vancouver Whitecaps (never even heard of them before). Okay, I admit, I still had a little hope that maybe he'd decide to come sign to a Süper Lig team -- I mean, he'd still have the chance to play in the European championships! But MLS??? Really?

I want to give him the benefit of the doubt, and say that he still viewed our league as more challenging than MLS (and that would be true). I remember that Reus also moved to MLS, and considering Messi and co. also signed with Inter Miami, it's apparent that self-respecting footballers who don't want to go for the oil money decide to move to US instead.


 
It's so strange to see him in another team's jersey, but at least they gave him #13.

I wish him the best, of course. But it will always be an unfullfilled wish in my heart to see him play live. 😞

temris: (blehhh)
I've been writing this for nearly a month... I'm finally free of its mental shackles. It was really fun to imagine these two bending the knee against their sexual chemistry lmao.

Pressed Truths (6151 words) by Melchizedek
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Original Work
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Characters: Brother Adam - Character, Brother Tobias
Additional Tags: Medieval, Monastery, Christianity, Frotting, Masturbation, Monks, Enemies, (More like people who can't stand each other), Religious Guilt
Summary:

A total coincidence draws Brother Tobias to discover an illustration of devious nature made by Brother Adam. He knows he should confront him, or let the Abbot know of this, but he can't do either of those; for he is captivated by it. The illustration helps him delve deep onto his unexplored desires, but then, when he least expects it, Brother Adam finds him in his weak moment.


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Friday, 11 July 2025 10:17 pm
temris: (seagull)
Just posted the final chapter. Now the Chreon WW1 AU has reached its conclusion!

Our Country Exists Wherever You and I Stand (25472 words) by Zambak
Chapters: 11/11
Fandom: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse)
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Leon S. Kennedy/Chris Redfield, Leon S. Kennedy & Chris Redfield
Characters: Leon S. Kennedy, Chris Redfield (Resident Evil)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - World War I, Slow Burn, Canon-Typical Violence, Historical Inaccuracy, Hurt/Comfort, Leon S. Kennedy Whump, with art
Summary: France, 1918—A French soldier wakes up to a nightmarish morning: Every person he's known in the trenches are dead, or turned into something inhuman. What is this sinister plague, what caused it? And more importantly, who's this strange American who also managed to survive this outbreak?

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